Story Of My LIFE

LOVE HURTS

2009-11-10T09:25:00.000-08:00

One does not love a place the less for having suffered in it unless it has all been suffering, nothing but suffering.
If love is so important to have that one doesn't want to lose it, why is it when we find true love we often don't notice it?
When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving oneself, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance.
What will survive of us is love.
Love involves a peculiar unfathomable combination of understanding and misunderstanding.
Oh, innocent victims of Cupid,
Remember this terse little verse;
To let a fool kiss you is stupid,
To let a kiss fool you is worse.
It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.
Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.
Love is like the truth, sometimes it prevails, sometimes it hurts.
Where there is love, there is pain.
Those who are faithful know only the trivial side of love; it is the faithless who know love's tragedies.
If you have it [love], you don't need to have anything else, and if you don't have it, it doesn't matter much what else you have.
There is only one kind of love, but there are a thousand imitations.
The courses of true love never did run smooth.
Of all pains, the greatest pain,
Is to love, and to love in vain.
Why is it that we don't always recognize the moment love begins, but we always recognize the moment it ends?
We don't believe in rheumatism and true love until after the first attack.

LuvLisa

2009-11-10T08:41:00.000-08:00

The first time i lay my eyes on her i knew that i want to know more about her
the way she rejected me makes me want to be with her

i was first in contact with her when i was an mIRC addict and so was she

and then we met, shy at first, but she is the most cute creature in the world
with the dimples and the eyes barggh~ everyone sure will fall for her
And i am one of them

her smiles, her laughter, the way her mind spoke
I'm in tact to her

She is the most difficult creature to flirt on
as if she has no heart or maybe her heart harden her
she treat me harsh but i still love her

several months later, i contacted her once more
and i was frustrated that she's with someone else
if only i would wait for her
if only love can be forced

i still hope for her love although i know that it is impossible
hurm, nothing's impossible
one day, he would treat her bad
and i will be there to comfort her
one day, he'll leave her for someone else
and i will be there to hold her

i still don't believe that there's someone is better fro her rather than me
i know i am the one
although she doesn't knows it

i'll wait for u Lisa

Killing Loneliness

2009-05-22T09:07:00.002-07:00

Memories, sharp as daggers
Pierce into the flesh of today
Suicide of love took away all that matters
And buried the remains in an unmarked grave in your heart

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Nailed to the cross, together
As solitude begs us to stay
Disappear in the lie forever
And denounce the power of death over our souls and secret words are said to start a war

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me,
Oh, I'm killing loneliness with you
I'm killing loneliness that turned my heart into a tomb
I'm killing loneliness

Killing loneliness

With the venomous kiss you gave me
I'm killing loneliness (Killing loneliness)
With the warmth of your arms you saved me

Buried Alive By Love

2009-05-22T09:07:00.001-07:00

Again the burden of losing rests upon my shoulders
And its weight seems unbearable
Your tomb is where your heart is,
I should have told her
But within me hid a secret so terrible

To cry is to know that you're alive
But my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love

If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile

If I should die before I wake
There ain't no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile

The kiss of vanity blessed me with a spiritual murder
And fed the gods of war insatiable
Your home is where the dark is
I should have told her
Embrace the fire indestructible

To die is to know that you're alive
And my river of blood won't run dry
I never wanted to lose you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love

If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
rescue me with your smile

If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile

And they say to cry is to know that you're alive
And my river of tears has run dry
I never wanted to fool you, no
But a cold heart is a dead heart
A deserted soul is gone
A cold heart is a dead heart
And it feels like I've been buried alive by love

If I should die before I wake
There ain't no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile,

If I should die before I wake
Pray no one my soul to take
If I wake before I die,
Rescue me with your smile

I've been buried alive by love
I've been buried alive by love
Buried alive by love

How to mend a broken heart

2009-05-22T09:04:00.001-07:00

What do I have to do to begin healing a broken heart from love is a question that goes through the minds of many people seeking relationship problem advice. Nothing is going to make the relationship problem advice answer a simple one, but having the maturity to give and take will be a critical part in overcoming the situation and give your loved one a reason to come back into your heart.

In order to begin the process of healing your broken heart from love you need to ask your self what the cause of the failure was in the first place and what steps need to be taken to affect a remedy for it.

So, How can I start healing a broken heart from love, you ask?

When a relationship starts to break down, the underlying causes may be directly related to one of the partners being too obsessive and driving the other away. Or the complete opposite may be the fact that you are not involved enough in the relationship. Both of these can lead to relationship breakdowns. If healing a broken heart from love is foremost in your mind, you need to start looking for answers to find out what you can do to remedy this situation

Coming to the realization that you may be the reason your partner left will be a beginning point in finding a way to get them back. Accepting the fault is a difficult thing for a person to come to grips with but something that must be faced in order to get to get your relationship back on a more normal path.

Stand back and look at your situation, try to focus on the things that may have been your fault while also looking at what was not your fault. Some things you had no control over and these things will continue to be beyond your control.

If you come to the realization that the problem could have in fact been caused by things that you did, then you will also discover ways to change the situation and in the process find ways to get them back into your life.

Healing a broken heart from love is difficult but certainly not impossible Looking at your problem from a different angle and, following some common sense suggestions will help you analyze your particular situation and help get you back on the right track.

I miss her

2009-05-22T06:47:00.000-07:00

a few years had past and i am still in love with the same person for nearly 3 years
how foolish of me for loving someone who does not love u back
she love someone else
that isn't me
why she picked him over me?
am i not good enough for her?
i tried to win her back for several times in the past that made her to delete me on her friendlist on friendster
am i not worthy to receive her love??
now she approved me back on her friendster
and insisted me to not say such thing as love to her..
i suppose i should let her be
as people say to love is to let go

i still love u mellisa although u are with someone else